March 28, 2011

nak maki pun x guna

haaiiiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................
serious aku tension gila..hait sakit, jiwa bengkak dan perasaan menyirap...
pasal ape?pasal kaum yg bergelar wanita..hhhmmmm......
pening aku pk psl dorg ni..penatttt...smpai bila pun xkn dpt phm dorg ni..yg ni camni, yg tu camtu..kepala dorang lahh..geram betul aku..nk ckp knl, xdela knl sgt..dlm proses berkenalan jugak..tp kn sng kalau tnjuk je dri sndri tu..xyah nk berkalis2 sgt sembunyi2..cane org nk phm kalau dah mcm tu?bengang bengang bengang..hadoii....
langkah aku nk amik ialah, untuk mengundur diri..aku dah penat lah..aku mmg kalau bleh xnk, tp tu umpama keperluan lah bg aku..tp kalau dah jadi mcm ni, peh boleh mati lah..aku just nk org yg boleh ada dgn aku..tapi hmm ntahlah..
utk sorg ni, i rase im not ur cup of tea.so im backing off.im giving chance to other people thats better than me..you are totally out of my league..and i think that im not as you're expected so its best if i leave u alone.we can always be friends kan?
tu je nk ckp for today..
sekian.

4 comments:

  1. wow, thats harsh.
    betul nak give up ?

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  2. hurm... yeah.. you are going away from me too.. nk tukar gender lah.. :( nak nangis..

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  3. dah lah tu afiq. baca balek post yg u buat untuk naik kan smgt u. u still young. cari kawan ramai2. tak guna pun prmpuan untuk u buat masa skrg.

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  4. nobody understands what im feeling.
    fara, thanks. but i rasa i akan kurangkan bersosial for now.

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