Raya raya raya!!!

Wokehhhh!! Mood raya dah dtg! Mana taknye. Brg dah beli, kuih da buat, rumah dah kemas, ketupat dah buat tadi(sampai naik melecet tgn) n yg plg penting sekali, rambut dah baruuuu! Hahahaha. Tp mcm buruk je. Ntahlah. Okay la kot. Tp kelakar sikit lah. Hahaa. Pening. MTL. Ana yg kalerkan. Sampai ayah ckp aku ni dah mcm cine dah. Hehehe. Jgn terkejut eh kalau jumpa nanti.

Tahun ni x jadi balik kampung rasenye. Atas sebab2 tertentu. So kami sekeluarga akan berada di rumah menunggu utk menerima tetamu. :) kalau sudi dtg lah ye kwn2. Hee.

That's all. Thanks for reading! :D
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Congratssss!!!!

Alhamdulillah. Doa aku termakbul. Adik aku, ika, dpt smbg blaja. :)

Yg plg best nye berita ni, dia dpt kos sama ngan aku, n tmpt pun sama ngan aku diploma dulu. Hahahahahaha! TLB! Tp baguslah. Dia masuk sem dpn, ade la kwn2 aku lg n lecturer yg boleh tgk2 kn dia tu kt sane. Dia da la manja nk mampus! Tp mcm kelakar plak rasanya. Yelah, dia akan rasa ape yg aku rasa 3 tahun lepas. Hahaha.

Mmg yg mohonkan dia aritu tu pun aku. Bukannye aku xnk dia berkembang. Tp aku plan jauh utk dia. Dia nk try amik law degree nnt. Baguslah. Ade jgk mmbe2 dip aku smbg deg law(azza n farah). So aku harap tercapai la cita2 adik aku sorg ni.

Ape aku boleh buat, doa dan nasihatkan je lah dia. Selebihnya, terpulang kt dia. Semoga berjaya ika! :D

Sekian. Thank you for reading. :)
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Ape lah. Aku pun xtau lah. Yg sane ckp sini xde ckp pape, tp yg sini pulak ckp dia bercerita kt sane. Yg sane ckp mcm xtau pape. Hmm. Pape jelah. Terus terang aku rase mcm kene bodoh2 je ngan dorg. Tp baguslah kalau yg sini dah okay n dah explain semua. Cuma ape yg aku nmpk, aku rasa mcm aku yg batak plak, yg mcm bodoh n gelabah. Tp aku jd mcm tu bersebab. Ape yg aku fikir, aku sorg je yg tau. Ape2 je yg bermain kt kpale aku, biarlah tgl kt kpale aku je. Aku fikir pjg. Aku xnak smpai lain yg jd. Mcm2 aku nk elakkan. Tp semua dah setel kan. Okay lah tu.

Tp yg sebenarbenarnye, betul2 aku x phm. Kjp lain kjp lain. Ntahlah. Biarlah mereka dgn dunia mereka. :)
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keliru

setelah membacanya, aku keliru. aku kah yang sedang diperkatakan? mustahil! tak mungkin tu aku kan. hahahaha.

buat mcm biase je pit :)

Back to square one.

Now, after all that's happened, I'm back to the very beginning. Alone. I'm back to the time when I had nobody but my friends. Don't know whether I'm happier or not. Don't know whether this is what I want or not. And I don't know when will I be like this. Hey, at least I'm not heartbroken like before. See, I've grown more matured. :) I guess I'll just live my life as usual. I'm still breathing. I knew it from the very beginning that its impossible for us to be together. So I didn't put too much hope in it. Thus, I didn't hurt too much. In fact, I don't feel hurt at all. Cool Afiq. U've become a new man. Hahaha.

All of us don't know what will happen in our lives. We can't predict the future right? So we'll just have to wait and see. That's what I'll do.

That's all I have to say guys. Thank you for reading. :) To the next chapter of my life! :D


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Dissapointing, very.

Ade beza ke? Kalau kita yg suka someone tu, atau someone tu yg suka kita? Sepatutnye ade kan? But not for me. *sigh

Bila aku suka kt someone tu, selalu aku dihampakan(poyo sial ayat). Tp aku igt bila someone tu suka kt aku, xde la jd bnde yg sama. Tp rupenye aku slh. Hmm. Sama je. Menghampakan.

And I'm tired of it. Aku rase lps ni aku betul2 tekad xnak ade someone langsung. Aku nk cuba. Gf pun xnak. Tp boleh ke ek? Kita sama2 tgk lah ye.

Reason aku mcm ni xde la besar mana. Dia x buat slh pun. Tp aku rasa 'unappreciated'. Mmg aku tau kita berdua agak mustahil, tp at least aku dah beralah. Aku ikutkan jgk. Aku usahakan jgk. Tp mcm biase la, aku rase mcm aku bertepuk sblh tgn.

So aku dah mls dah. Ape nk jd jd la. MTL. I think I'm better off with my friends. Like I said, dissapointing, very.

That's all. Thank you for reading.
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Semua salah!

Aku xtau la knape dorg ni. Aku dah berlebih kurang dah. Aku dah mengalah dah. Ape yg aku nk buat tu semua utk korg pnye kesenangan. Tapi aku jugak yg salah, yg dimarah. Aku xde nk tension mcm korg pun. Aku okay je. Korg tension, korg tekan aku pulak. Ape yg korg nk sbnrnye pun aku xtau la. Aku diam n ikut je. Aku give up!
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